been a while, yes.

i got sick right after school got back in.go figure! i ended up with a major case of cabin fever by the end of week before last. i hate being sick. i haven't been sick since seventh grade!!!

so anyway. my loser brother is getting on my msn name. he's got his own xanga site now, but don't even go there! he is sooo dead when he gets back home from boyscouts. sooo dead.

i am so excited about being in joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat up at NACC. i'm lovin it already! and we're not even to choreography yet! i guess it's just cuz i actually know lotsa people who are in it. . . like my beloved kelly traylor!!  lol when everything kicks up a gear, it'll be even better! whaaa!!  oh, and taylor downey's in it, too. he's sooo freakin awesome. kristin hates him, but i think it's cuz they have the same sense of humor, and she thinks she's the only one allowed to have it. lol i love you kristin!!

my teachers this term are pretty okay i guess. tho i think mrs.barnes was a teacher for retarded kindergarteners in a past life. lol she's actually kinda cool tho cuz she's not making me make up the test i missed while i was sick. . . she told me i could take it if i wanted to, but that she wouldn't count it against me if i didn't want to take it. i was like, you are giving me a free grade and telling me that i can take it if i want to. . . yeah right am i gonna take it!!!  

i don't know if i ever said Andy Adrian and i were dating or together or whatever, but we were, and that lasted a little over a month. he broke up with me due to the "stress of having a girlfriend." he "just really doesn't want one right now." okay whatever. that explains the date you and Sammy Sue went on on Saturday. . . i'm not blaming Samantha at all. this isn't her fault. i'm just a little upset. i didn't cry though. . . go me! so i feel like a playa' now. . . i'm serious. i've been kissed so much more in this past year than i thought i would be kissed in my whole high school career! i mean, it's three guys, which isn't as much as jayda [nine], but still. . . it was a lota kissing. gah, kelly!!!! the danceline so rubbed off on me!!!!!! HELP ME KELLY HELP!!!! i'm turning into a slut! or i feel like it, anyway. i think that i'm going to be telling my next boyfriend that he better not kiss me. . . he will be so freaked out by that, but i don't care.

kissing IS really nice though. . . i don't know if i'm bad at it or good at it. . . i was told that obviously my braces don't hender my ability, but that doesn't mean i'm good. . .  now as for what i've known, none of them were bad in the least bit. . . so if any of you are reading this (which i doubt very highly), i compliment you greatly. okay, sorry. i hope i haven't grossed y'all out. i was just reflecting.

i took my first guice test today. i didn't fail, but i didn't make an A either. i knew my discussion questions though, go me. . . again!!! i'm takin my second guice test tomorrow. it's funny though, cuz it should've been my first test, but i was absent, so it's not. ha ha. . . no body cares. . .

so i'm gonna go study for my next guice test and my history test (which includes a full essay), and. . . (insert arnold schwartzeneger voice here) i'll be back! 

ha! i'm so original!

-*ally*-

PS i figured out a name for my song after i wrote another verse for it. . . so it's longer now, and it has a name. all it needs is music. it's called Fade in the Dark (they don't care). i'll post the rest of the song next time.

hey hey!

i can't believe that school is almost back in session. i'm almost happy! i have been so bored the past few days, and the parents took the Christmas trees down, so i can't even stare at the lights until they all blur together. i've pretty much been video gaming and listening to the beatles all week. . . and watching gilmore girls til the episodes all blend into one super long chickflick. i am so BORED!!!! i really shouldn't be, ya know. i COULD do something about it, but i really don't feel like doing something about it. . . lol. isn't that just like us humans? ha ha.

omg. my brother did this really gay head toss thing just now. . . i am officially weirded out. that was enough weirded outness for this whole year. *shudders* bad bad bad.

oh. um happy new year, guys (and girls for all you femininists out there)! i hope that this year turns out to be even better than last year for all of you! it'll be hard for this year to beat last year. so far,  tenth grade is on top three most hated grades right now along with seventh and fourth, but maybe it can show me another side of itself. . . oh. . . God. . . Alanis Morissette. . . i can take her most of the time, but not on days like today. on days like today, her voice (which half the time sounds like she's curling her lips up while she's drunk) sounds exactly like what i just said in the parentheses! if it wasn't today, i'd be enjoying her voice and saying how unique and deep her voice is. . . but unfortunately it is today, and today is not her day, and tomorrow ain't lookin good for her either. . . okay. . . yeah. . . i think i need fresh air. too bad it's dark and there's no mail to go get out of the box, huh?

i'm going to go pop some m&m's, snort some pixie stix, drink dr.pepper til i drop, and smoke some banana peels (lol, kelly) while i'm at it. life is sad. i gotta get away from my parents! anyone wanna offer to save me? i'd be eterally grateful! 

-*ally*-

p.s. my song still needs naming!  

he's got a nose ring*and on his arm there's a tattoo*he wears eyeliner*and a chain hangs from his belt loops*his black nail polish*is chipping around the edges*and heads are turning*like they're worthy to be judges**they don't know him*they don't care*all they know is*what they see as they stare**he's got a guitar*that he hangs over his shoulder*his shoes are those of*your average hard-core skateboarder*he's got a big heart*but everyone passes him by*noone takes the time*to see that he's a good guy**they don't kno him*they don't care*all they know is*what they see as they stare**he sits on a bench*and starts playing his guitar*"so what if i don't*choose to conform to what you are?**do i have to be the same as you*to breathe the air the way you do?*i'm just mourning for a nation*that got too caught up for Salvation*do you remember Salvation?*Jesus Christ is Salvation"**sure they hear him*they don't care*they just pretend*he's not even there

my song needs a name. somebody! give it a name! please? for Christmas? lol

i'm so glad it's almost Christmas. Christmas is the best. i already got to open presents: last night and this morning. last night we had Christmas with mom's parents and sister's fam. today, i got to open early presents from mom and dad. exciting stuff. i wasn't disappointed at all. but then, it's hard to be disappointed when you don't really have anything specific that you want, ya know? i've been pretty content  lately. . . if you can imagine a person like me being content. lol yeah, i ca poke fun at my whiney self! i'm not that biatchy

 well, just wanted to say hey and Merry Christmas to you all.

bye,

ally

Ahhh. . . loopholes. Gotta love em.

Technically i'm grounded. but we'll just say that i'm not under this roof. i'm at my g'parents. i love it here. only thing is. . . mom's super sick. she has some weird eye disease that could blind her. she only found this out because she scratched her eye the other day, and it did a little more than just hurt. . . it over reacted. they found the disease today. all i know is that you're supposed to have 20 percent pressure on your eyes and mom has 62, and her eye may deteriorate. . . we don't know how bad it is, or how far along it is. if we've caught it early enough, the doctors should be able to fix it. if we're late, well, mom loses an eye and is at risk for losing the other as well. this sucks. mom isn't even forty and she's going blind like she was eighty. at least she scratched her eye and we didn't find out until her eye fell out of it's socket. i hope the doctors caught it soon enough, and i hope that they can save her eye. . . i dunno though. . . mom has been complaining about her eyes for months. i think we're too late. but there's always hope, right? in any case, pray for mom, guys. it would mean a lot to me. i love her and want her to be able to see.

My great uncle Larry died. . . Thanksgiving Day in fact. he had a heart attack. i didn't really know him that well, but i know his wife and his son. . . i mean, his wife's the one i'm kin to. . . and to see them in so much grief, well, that's what made me cry. i mean, cousin Tyler, he's one tough cookie. he's all HUGE and semi-gothic and kinda overall scarey and not someone you could imagine crying, but he cried. i mean, i guess part of that was he watched his dad die, but still, he's a big boys don't cry type and it tore me every which way to see him like he was. i didn't go to the funeral today. mom was at the eye hospital, so she didn't go either. today was a little bazurk.

CODY ASKED ME OUT!!! see people! what did i tell you. he made up some thing about how he thought i wanted him to ask me out so he did even though he didn't like me because he thought i wouldn't talk to him if he didn't. . . ha ha ha. he knows better than that. poor guy. i tried not to be hard on him. it aggrivated the stew out of me though. i'm just glad that i don't have to worry and can focus on other generally mild and shallow things. . .

oh, dear greg, sorry for leaving you out. you're a great guy to have around at lunch as well. i didn't mean to hurt your feelings, i was just a little distracted at the time.

so i'm gonna go now, yeah. . . byes.

-*ally*-

WAR EAGLE!

sitting here, watchin Home Alone.

i loved Charlie Brown! Jay Wilburn ROCKS! Go Go Brandon Formby! I LOVE YOU K.T.!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate concert season, i swear! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shouldn't have told Cody Brown that i was single. that means i won't be left alone. i'll have to go on at least one date with him or he won't shut up. i just don't want chad and autumn getting mad at me. this sucks. i'm stupid, and annoyed. i don't want to go on a date with him alone. . . i love him but not that way, and it's just not going to work out.

well, i don't have much more to say.

bye y'all.

-*ally*-